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"I have made up my mind to take the test, wish me good luck." A message popped out on the screen when I logged in the MSN.
For a moment, I stared at it and got lost in words.
Finally, I replied: "Do not worry. It must be all right!" I must have said things like that a thousand times in the last few days. Now these words I wrote, though sincere enough, had the look of pale emptiness. But I did not know what else I could say or do to make Jia feel better.
There was a long silence followed, and then Jia logged off.
Jia is an old friend, we met in the game world, and the first time we met that we talked about the shaiya gold enthusiastic, just as we had met long ago and we were the old friends. But we have kind of drifted apart over these days. She had been trying hard to conceive and had a real hard time of it. In the past two years, she almost tried everything. My pregnancy somehow built up an invisible wall between us. I tried carefully not to talk too much about my baby. But it is difficult to walk the fine line between reminding her of her problems, and neglecting her by not sharing her with my joys.
Last month, when she told me that she got pregnant, I was truly happy for her, and that we told to each other we should not play the games all the time, and that if the baby born that his first words is that I like the shaiya money that we two are the banes. Then we laughed loudly, we went on and on about how excited to be a mother over the phone with no slightest portent about the dramatic turn of the event that was about to occur.
About a week ago, a bad news came and ruined everything: the result of yan's torch test was negative and some virus she carried might be passed to the unborn baby, and to the worse, there is a chance that it might cause grave deformity.
The doctor suggested Jia to take a high-risk test, which might cause miscarriage, to confirm if the baby is okay.
This shock nearly deprived me of speech. What a nightmare! I wanted to comfort Jia by assuring her that nothing was to be afraid of, but it is everything we are afraid of. We both knew what it would mean to a mother-to-be. This is so extremely differently from the shaiya online gold that if we lost we could earn the next time. In the game world Jia called the games gold as her baby and that when she earned the games gold that she would tell me that she had more children. I knew that she liked the child very much, she often said that if one day she has baby that she would let he or she does everything what he or she likes to do, even including playing games like herself, and all day asked her for money to buy shaiya gold, all in all, she agreed with he or she.
A faint cold hand touched my heart. There came a flutter thought: "Is this kind of punishment?" At this moment, I knew it was so cruel to think about something like that. But I could not shake it off. Before this pregnancy, Jia gave up three babies for abortion. When we were young, so ruthless and carefree, raising a child seemed to be the last thing we wanted to do. We had mortgage to pay, we were still at the beginning of our career, our marriage has not stabled yet… in one word, the game world is so different from the real life, and in short, we were not ready. There were so many things we want to do, so many places we would like to go, in the reality life we were so tired and that we have no time and that we can not find any time do what we like to do, and in the game world, it is very monotonous too, we only play the game and talk about the cheap shaiya gold.
Several years later, my ears still ringed with her words, however, everything has changed. After graduating from Normal University, I taught the first grade in elementary school, which I quit two months later. During my brief teaching career, I saw too many spoiled children and I never have a child of my own.
I only hope everything please be all right!
